I am becoming a year older this month, and I don’t know if I will be glad about it or feel depressed since I feel that I haven’t accomplished anything in this world yet.
Whenever I go back to the years that passed by, I can’t think of something dramatic that has ever happened to me or something big that I did that had a big effect to someone else.
My husband and I want to be remembered as a good person when we die. I usually give little things to anybody who I think deserves (or does not deserves) my help but still I feel that it’s not enough to be a good Samaritan. I want to help more people the best I can but sometimes we can’t give anything because we have limited resources too.
With my 30 years of existence, I also haven’t done some of the things that I want. I have never rode an airplane (even just local travel). I’ve been thinking of fulfilling this wish this year and I hope we will have an extra budget so that I will not feel guilty afterwards.
When I was a teenager, I was a careless girl who just wanted to go anywhere and do everything that I want. I was selfish and didn’t care about anyone in the world. I am imagining myself that if only back then I already planned what I will do with my life, then maybe by now, I have accomplished something and be very proud about it.
But life is too short to sit down and keep on thinking what I missed earlier in life and what I should have and shouldn’t have done so now I think I will continue to enjoy the good life that I have right at the moment and strive hard to still fulfill my dreams and make it a reality. I hope when I go back to this post when I am already a decade older I can say that I have done something good in this world.
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